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grabe. ang saya! ang sarap pala ng feeling na super alam mo.... basta... hahaha... I shall become a lawyer someday! swear. swear. swear. swear! grabe, ang sarap ng feeling that people ask for your help regading "legal" things. ang saya saya ko lang talaga! hahahha... anyway, nagagamit ko yung pinag-aaralan namin ngayon for practical reasons.
super saya ko!!!! I'm bursting! nyahahhahaa... ang saya talaga. ito pala yung feeling nun. I soooo want to become a lawyer na talaga. as in bonggang bongga. ang saya saya saya saya ko lang talaga.
hahaa... imagine i was consulted by my mom's friend regarding the legality of one her properties. mega tawag pa sya sa phone just to ask for me. hahaha... tapos i was asked by my uncle regarding his marital status. bwahahahaha... actually, i enjoyed explaining to him the pros and the cons of his situation. remember, perons and family relations is my favorite subject so and saya ko talagang nagagamit at nai-aaply ko yung mga nalalaman ko. super saya lang. i mean, syempre i told them to really consult a lawyer for a much credible legal advice. pero, iba yung feeling that people come to you to ask for preliminary advice. hahahhaa...
lumulutang ako ngayon sa cloud!!!!!!!!
tralallalalala....
I soooo want to become lawyer na talaga!!!!
- Mood:
bouncy
has it ever happened to you? you have a dream and then finally once it came true, you're overcome by fear? labo. grabe.
by all means, I am happy. super thankful for the blessing... but I am afraid. sobra! grabe lang..
I am totally totally totally totally freaking out.
can I handle this?
another four years?
kaya ko 'to. sana.
by all means, I am happy. super thankful for the blessing... but I am afraid. sobra! grabe lang..
I am totally totally totally totally freaking out.
can I handle this?
another four years?
kaya ko 'to. sana.
This day started with a blast and ended with an even bigger blast. :D *pardon the redundancy and the grammatical errors*
At around 12 am of May 1, I got hurt again. For the nth time... but I couldn't care less. :D Life's like that. If all we care about is how badly we get hurt, then we wouldn't be able to move forward. I CHOSE to MOVE FORWARD. Nagalit ng mga tatlong minuto. Tapos natawa. Then, life goes on... :D I still believe in HAPPY ENDINGS. Nothing and no one can take that away form me. :D I have to play the bigger man.
Fast forward to morning...ULTIMATE BONDING EXPERIENCE NA NAMAN... Went to Katipunan to meet some friends. As usual, SUPER DUPER MEGA OVER late na naman kami. hahaa.. We agreed to meet at 9:30 am, most of us arrived at 10 am. I arrived 10:30 BUT Anca arrived at around 11 am :D Haha... wala pa rin talagang nagbabago :P Kami pa rin talaga 'to. Then, as usual, kwentuhan at tawanan habang kumakain sa official tambayan at dakilang meeting place of all time, ang walang kamatayang Mcdo Katips. Tapos, nagsimula na naman ang "school wars" :D. Hindi na yata talaga maiaalis sa amin yan. Nonestop kantyawan :D We then decided to have an "amazing race" papuntang Manila. But then, as usual, joke lang yung amazing race na 'yun kasi super tamad na nga kaming maglakad, what more kung tumakbo pa? Bottomline, nagsabay sabay na lang kami.
Lakad. LRT2. LRT1. Lakad. Jeep. Lakad.
Super commuters kami. Super fun. Pero nakakapagod.
We went to National Museum and spent almost and entire day dun. umupo sa harapan ng Spolarium, nagkwentuhan sandali. Nagpasaway magpicture taking. Bumuo ng mga hypothesis kung bakit ganun ang color palete na meron sa Spolarium. Tumawa uli. Nagpasaway na magvideo. Tumawa. Inantok. Inikot ang buong National Museum. Walang pinalampas na gallery. Papuntang second building ng National Museum, nagpaulan habang kumakanta. Nakakita ng kalesa, muntik nang sumakay dito pero hindi na lang namin ito itinuloy... itinuloy ang pagkanta habang nauulanan. Tumawa kami nang tumawa..kasi nakakatawa kami. *malabong entry*. Bottom line, nakarating din kami sa building 2 ng National Museum.
Pagpasok sa bldg2, sinubukang manghiram ng wheelchair ni Anca but then... di umubra. Haha... benta namana kasi ang dahilan, masakit daw ang paa :D After that, we proceeded into the galleries. Pinakamagandang gallery for me yung nasa baba yuung tungkol sa paglubog ng isang boat. Basta, I can't remember the name of it na. :D Inikot namin yung position ng first group of sculptures na makikita sa bldg.2. :D We did that, while trying to identify the names of the muscles and the bones. Labo. Furthermore, nagkaroon kami ng "scientific" discussion about the different types of virus that dwells deep down the ocean. Basta concerning jars and artifacts from under the sea. Anca kasi eh...moving on, inisa isa talaga namin yung galleries. Super dami eh. Bawat floor, wala kaming pinalampas. I really appreciated the gallery that's solely dedicated to our national artists. :D
Fast forward, dapat pupuntang Glorietta to have "lunch", which by the way, is around 4 pm PERO tinamad na kami. Bottom line, we ate our "lunch" at RP. But before that, nakakita muli kami ng kalesa sa aming paglabas ng NM. Binalak naming magpahatid sa RP ng nakasakay sa kalesa, BUT THEN... hello? haha... gets nyo na yun. We took the taxi instead. We ate at Tokyo Tokyo.
Sa Tokyo Tokyo, nasabaw sa kanin. Ewan ko ba kung anong meron sa amin at kung anong meron sa kanin subalit tila ba aliwa na aliw kami kanina sa kanin. Pero, hindi naman kami kumain ng marami, yung sakto lang... After that, nagplano na kami ng trip to Boracay :D yey BUT THEN, I doubt kung matuloy. Hahaha.... perhaps next summer? :D
We agreed to watch 17 Again, pero hindi ko alam kung anong meron sa amin at naisipan naming sa Gateway manood ng 17 Again. Bottomline, umalis kami ng RP and proceeded to Gateway. Pero, bago kami nakarating sa Gateway we had adventures along the way. :D
Naglakad to find the UN Avenue LRT Station, napadpad sa Court of Appeals. Well... photo op.:D naglakad nang naglakad. Masayang masaya habang naglalakad. Kantaywan at tawanan. We were speaking different languages. Our usual usapan. Anca goes, "Hablas espanol?." Roma says, "je ne comprend pas." Pau says, "What?" *british accent* TAPOS tawanan. :D Sumagot naman si Karen ng Spanish din. EXCUSEEEEE MEEEE ??? Di ko na matandaan. But then, the BIGGEST KALOKOHAN of the DAY happened when Anca pretended to be a foreigner and asked manong guard for directions. Benta talaga. halos mamatay ako sa kakatwa. :D I sooo feeellll carefreee... haha.
KAYA LANG, nawindang ako because when we fianlly reached UN avenue station of LRT aba bigla naman kaming nag FX papuntang Gateway. Kamusta naman ang porma ni Anca with boots? haha... :D Anyway, we dominated the FX. Paaaaaaaaaarrrrrrttttyyyyyyyy sa likod :D Iaantok ako, pero sa kulit nila *sige na nga ako rin* hindi ako nakatulog. :D
Finally reached gateway. Pumila for 17 Again. Hindi rin natuloy kasi uuwi na si Anca. *another failed attempt to watch a movie* PERO nag timezone pa rin. Basketball galore. Nagbonding sa grocery store. Ewan ko ba kung bakit. Malay ko lang talaga. :D Went to Stabucks. Kumain ng seaweed. :D hahahahhaaa... labo.
Pauwi na sana ng biglang.. nagdesisyong pumunta sa house nina Karen. As usual, commute galore :D First time ni Pau na mag bus ride. Haha.. commuter na sya. HAHA... Dapat gagawa lang ng paper si Pau para sa class ni Ambeth Ocampo KASO masyadong natuwa sa kung anu anong bagay KAYA... NAGDESISYONG MAGKAROON ng EMERGENCY SLEEPOVER. hahahaa... :D Super fun.
emergency sleepover plus car ni Karen plus susi plus gutom na mga tao EQUALS roadtrip. :D Saglit lang naman. We simply chased the moon. :D Ang kulit ng trip namin :D
Ang ending ng lahat...ito sleepover namin. :D haha...
Labo. super UBE talaga.
The bigger blast of the day? HEADLINE SA AMIN TO hahaha: May isang taong hindi na single ngayong MAy 1. :D
At around 12 am of May 1, I got hurt again. For the nth time... but I couldn't care less. :D Life's like that. If all we care about is how badly we get hurt, then we wouldn't be able to move forward. I CHOSE to MOVE FORWARD. Nagalit ng mga tatlong minuto. Tapos natawa. Then, life goes on... :D I still believe in HAPPY ENDINGS. Nothing and no one can take that away form me. :D I have to play the bigger man.
Fast forward to morning...ULTIMATE BONDING EXPERIENCE NA NAMAN... Went to Katipunan to meet some friends. As usual, SUPER DUPER MEGA OVER late na naman kami. hahaa.. We agreed to meet at 9:30 am, most of us arrived at 10 am. I arrived 10:30 BUT Anca arrived at around 11 am :D Haha... wala pa rin talagang nagbabago :P Kami pa rin talaga 'to. Then, as usual, kwentuhan at tawanan habang kumakain sa official tambayan at dakilang meeting place of all time, ang walang kamatayang Mcdo Katips. Tapos, nagsimula na naman ang "school wars" :D. Hindi na yata talaga maiaalis sa amin yan. Nonestop kantyawan :D We then decided to have an "amazing race" papuntang Manila. But then, as usual, joke lang yung amazing race na 'yun kasi super tamad na nga kaming maglakad, what more kung tumakbo pa? Bottomline, nagsabay sabay na lang kami.
Lakad. LRT2. LRT1. Lakad. Jeep. Lakad.
Super commuters kami. Super fun. Pero nakakapagod.
We went to National Museum and spent almost and entire day dun. umupo sa harapan ng Spolarium, nagkwentuhan sandali. Nagpasaway magpicture taking. Bumuo ng mga hypothesis kung bakit ganun ang color palete na meron sa Spolarium. Tumawa uli. Nagpasaway na magvideo. Tumawa. Inantok. Inikot ang buong National Museum. Walang pinalampas na gallery. Papuntang second building ng National Museum, nagpaulan habang kumakanta. Nakakita ng kalesa, muntik nang sumakay dito pero hindi na lang namin ito itinuloy... itinuloy ang pagkanta habang nauulanan. Tumawa kami nang tumawa..kasi nakakatawa kami. *malabong entry*. Bottom line, nakarating din kami sa building 2 ng National Museum.
Pagpasok sa bldg2, sinubukang manghiram ng wheelchair ni Anca but then... di umubra. Haha... benta namana kasi ang dahilan, masakit daw ang paa :D After that, we proceeded into the galleries. Pinakamagandang gallery for me yung nasa baba yuung tungkol sa paglubog ng isang boat. Basta, I can't remember the name of it na. :D Inikot namin yung position ng first group of sculptures na makikita sa bldg.2. :D We did that, while trying to identify the names of the muscles and the bones. Labo. Furthermore, nagkaroon kami ng "scientific" discussion about the different types of virus that dwells deep down the ocean. Basta concerning jars and artifacts from under the sea. Anca kasi eh...moving on, inisa isa talaga namin yung galleries. Super dami eh. Bawat floor, wala kaming pinalampas. I really appreciated the gallery that's solely dedicated to our national artists. :D
Fast forward, dapat pupuntang Glorietta to have "lunch", which by the way, is around 4 pm PERO tinamad na kami. Bottom line, we ate our "lunch" at RP. But before that, nakakita muli kami ng kalesa sa aming paglabas ng NM. Binalak naming magpahatid sa RP ng nakasakay sa kalesa, BUT THEN... hello? haha... gets nyo na yun. We took the taxi instead. We ate at Tokyo Tokyo.
Sa Tokyo Tokyo, nasabaw sa kanin. Ewan ko ba kung anong meron sa amin at kung anong meron sa kanin subalit tila ba aliwa na aliw kami kanina sa kanin. Pero, hindi naman kami kumain ng marami, yung sakto lang... After that, nagplano na kami ng trip to Boracay :D yey BUT THEN, I doubt kung matuloy. Hahaha.... perhaps next summer? :D
We agreed to watch 17 Again, pero hindi ko alam kung anong meron sa amin at naisipan naming sa Gateway manood ng 17 Again. Bottomline, umalis kami ng RP and proceeded to Gateway. Pero, bago kami nakarating sa Gateway we had adventures along the way. :D
Naglakad to find the UN Avenue LRT Station, napadpad sa Court of Appeals. Well... photo op.:D naglakad nang naglakad. Masayang masaya habang naglalakad. Kantaywan at tawanan. We were speaking different languages. Our usual usapan. Anca goes, "Hablas espanol?." Roma says, "je ne comprend pas." Pau says, "What?" *british accent* TAPOS tawanan. :D Sumagot naman si Karen ng Spanish din. EXCUSEEEEE MEEEE ??? Di ko na matandaan. But then, the BIGGEST KALOKOHAN of the DAY happened when Anca pretended to be a foreigner and asked manong guard for directions. Benta talaga. halos mamatay ako sa kakatwa. :D I sooo feeellll carefreee... haha.
KAYA LANG, nawindang ako because when we fianlly reached UN avenue station of LRT aba bigla naman kaming nag FX papuntang Gateway. Kamusta naman ang porma ni Anca with boots? haha... :D Anyway, we dominated the FX. Paaaaaaaaaarrrrrrttttyyyyyyyy sa likod :D Iaantok ako, pero sa kulit nila *sige na nga ako rin* hindi ako nakatulog. :D
Finally reached gateway. Pumila for 17 Again. Hindi rin natuloy kasi uuwi na si Anca. *another failed attempt to watch a movie* PERO nag timezone pa rin. Basketball galore. Nagbonding sa grocery store. Ewan ko ba kung bakit. Malay ko lang talaga. :D Went to Stabucks. Kumain ng seaweed. :D hahahahhaaa... labo.
Pauwi na sana ng biglang.. nagdesisyong pumunta sa house nina Karen. As usual, commute galore :D First time ni Pau na mag bus ride. Haha.. commuter na sya. HAHA... Dapat gagawa lang ng paper si Pau para sa class ni Ambeth Ocampo KASO masyadong natuwa sa kung anu anong bagay KAYA... NAGDESISYONG MAGKAROON ng EMERGENCY SLEEPOVER. hahahaa... :D Super fun.
emergency sleepover plus car ni Karen plus susi plus gutom na mga tao EQUALS roadtrip. :D Saglit lang naman. We simply chased the moon. :D Ang kulit ng trip namin :D
Ang ending ng lahat...ito sleepover namin. :D haha...
Labo. super UBE talaga.
The bigger blast of the day? HEADLINE SA AMIN TO hahaha: May isang taong hindi na single ngayong MAy 1. :D
Those eyes. I'll forever remember those kind yet piercing eyes...
This night was filled with overflowing realizations. One could always find the answers to her own questions within her own self. Ano raw? haha...
Leave everything to fate and destiny. I still believe in magic. I still believe in fairy tales. I still believe that there are no accidents in this world.
This night was filled with overflowing realizations. One could always find the answers to her own questions within her own self. Ano raw? haha...
Leave everything to fate and destiny. I still believe in magic. I still believe in fairy tales. I still believe that there are no accidents in this world.
Minsan may nasabi sa akin na isang kaibigan na kapag masama ang loob mo, isang magandang solusyon ang pagtulog.
Pero, sa pagkakaalam ko naman hindi naman masama ang loob ko, pero bakit ganun tulog ako ng tulog.
Parang lahat na lang ng bagay sa paligid ko ngayon, gusto kong tulugan.
Halimbawa, sa halip na gumawa ng paper matutulog na lang ako. O kaya naman, sa halip na makipag-usap sa mga kaibigan, mas pinipili kong matulog. Ewan ko ba, hindi ko naman kasi mapigilang hindi matulog eh. Pero, kahit ganun hindi naman lumiliit ang mga eyebag ko. Hay...
Is it possible to be in a state of sadness without even knowing it?
Ewan ko ba. Labo. Parang may dinaramdam ako pero wala naman. Yung tipong lutang. Ayun, ganun lang ako sa ngayon lulutang-lutang. I can't even remember when this state started. Haha... I feel so detached and attached to the world at the same time.
Attached because I know that there is that something that I want... I feel so detached naman because I've stopped collecting things that I usually collect. For instance, dati never akong nagdedelete ng messages sa phone ko. Ngayon, immediately after kong mabasa yung message, delete ako agad. Dati, I keep receipts tapos nililista ko pa kung sinu-sino yung mga kasama ko, pero ngayon kahit isang resibo wala na.
Ang weird kasi parang biglang I simply stopped making "memories". Ayun nga, parang lutang lang.
Ewan ko nga kung bakit ganon. Siguro this is the usual reaction of someone who's about to leave and start a new phase of life.
Haha... oh well.
Pero, sa pagkakaalam ko naman hindi naman masama ang loob ko, pero bakit ganun tulog ako ng tulog.
Parang lahat na lang ng bagay sa paligid ko ngayon, gusto kong tulugan.
Halimbawa, sa halip na gumawa ng paper matutulog na lang ako. O kaya naman, sa halip na makipag-usap sa mga kaibigan, mas pinipili kong matulog. Ewan ko ba, hindi ko naman kasi mapigilang hindi matulog eh. Pero, kahit ganun hindi naman lumiliit ang mga eyebag ko. Hay...
Is it possible to be in a state of sadness without even knowing it?
Ewan ko ba. Labo. Parang may dinaramdam ako pero wala naman. Yung tipong lutang. Ayun, ganun lang ako sa ngayon lulutang-lutang. I can't even remember when this state started. Haha... I feel so detached and attached to the world at the same time.
Attached because I know that there is that something that I want... I feel so detached naman because I've stopped collecting things that I usually collect. For instance, dati never akong nagdedelete ng messages sa phone ko. Ngayon, immediately after kong mabasa yung message, delete ako agad. Dati, I keep receipts tapos nililista ko pa kung sinu-sino yung mga kasama ko, pero ngayon kahit isang resibo wala na.
Ang weird kasi parang biglang I simply stopped making "memories". Ayun nga, parang lutang lang.
Ewan ko nga kung bakit ganon. Siguro this is the usual reaction of someone who's about to leave and start a new phase of life.
Haha... oh well.
- Mood:
apathetic
Everything is happening sooo fast. Way too fast. The world is constantly changing and I cannot go with its constant change!
How I wish everything would just slow down. How i wish that everything would go into slow motion.
Waaaaahhhhh..........
Decisions! decisions! decisions!
I need to make decisions! Yes or No.
I want it but I feel that it's not yet time. But i want it, BUT it's not yet time...one wouldn't go into battle empty handed. Right now, I'm simple not fully equipped. BUT.... BUT...
How am I supposed to decide?
everything is waayyy tooo fast!
I'm running out of time. Yes I am... grab it or defer it?
What? What? What?
How I wish everything would just slow down. How i wish that everything would go into slow motion.
Waaaaahhhhh..........
Decisions! decisions! decisions!
I need to make decisions! Yes or No.
I want it but I feel that it's not yet time. But i want it, BUT it's not yet time...one wouldn't go into battle empty handed. Right now, I'm simple not fully equipped. BUT.... BUT...
How am I supposed to decide?
everything is waayyy tooo fast!
I'm running out of time. Yes I am... grab it or defer it?
What? What? What?
- Mood:
confused
