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papano ba yan? magtatapon muna ako ng cellphone at magdedeactivate ng facebook at twitter.
kailangan ko munang magpanis ng laway.
see you all on summer!
ora et labora.
people, tanggalin ang unnecessary stress sa katawan.
to anyone who has any issue on me, ok na. no need to talk. palayain mo na ang konsensya mo or whatsoever. forgiven ka na. no need to talk. ayan ah, pinadali ko na para sa'yo.
to anyone who has negative feeling towards me, bahala ka na. nasa sa'yo naman yan. wa ako care. ikaw naman ang tutubuan ng wrinkles.
to my beloveds (ayan marami kayo), andito lang naman ako. di naman ako nawawala. di lang nga nagpaparamdam. haha! pero at least, di ako nawawala at never akong mawawala. mawawala ang lahat ng yan ako andito pa rin. why? stagnant kasi ako! para rin akong puno, inuugat na rito. hahaha.. joke lang. seryoso. sa sitwasyon ko ngayon, sa tingin nyo ba mawawala pa ako sa lagay na to. you know where to find me. :D
baboosh!
ay since last blog entry for the year na 'to may pahabol ako:
Absenti Nemo Ne Necuisse Velit-- let no one be willing to speak ill of the absent.
atsaka, due process dapat, ibig sabihin mayroong notice, inquiry, at judgment. hence, bago magalit sa isang tao, ipaalam muna sa taong yun kung bakit ganoon ang naramdaman mo sa kanya, tapos tanungin sya ng diretsahan. hindi na uubra yung pasabi pa sa iba. minsan kasi maling interpretasyon at magulong pagkaunawa lang. tsaka pa lamang dapat humusga pagkatapos noon. otherwise, suspend judgment.
matatanda na tayo para magpadala pa sa mga pambatang awayan, sakitan at kaguluhan.
yun lang naman.
pero ang akin lang sa ngayon, what happened happened. tapos na yun. move on na po tayo at mag let go. sa lahat lahat ng nangyari, may natutunan naman tayong lahat di ba?
no regrets.
forgive and forget kasi ako.
kaya kung isang araw magkasalubong tayo, wag magulat kung pati kayo eh hindi ko makilala. wala lang yun, malabo lang talaga ang mata ko at nakasuot ako ng earplugs.
lastly,
Merry Christmas! Happy New Year! Happy Three kings! Happy Valentines! at happy birthday na rin sa lahat!
kailangan ko munang magpanis ng laway.
see you all on summer!
ora et labora.
people, tanggalin ang unnecessary stress sa katawan.
to anyone who has any issue on me, ok na. no need to talk. palayain mo na ang konsensya mo or whatsoever. forgiven ka na. no need to talk. ayan ah, pinadali ko na para sa'yo.
to anyone who has negative feeling towards me, bahala ka na. nasa sa'yo naman yan. wa ako care. ikaw naman ang tutubuan ng wrinkles.
to my beloveds (ayan marami kayo), andito lang naman ako. di naman ako nawawala. di lang nga nagpaparamdam. haha! pero at least, di ako nawawala at never akong mawawala. mawawala ang lahat ng yan ako andito pa rin. why? stagnant kasi ako! para rin akong puno, inuugat na rito. hahaha.. joke lang. seryoso. sa sitwasyon ko ngayon, sa tingin nyo ba mawawala pa ako sa lagay na to. you know where to find me. :D
baboosh!
ay since last blog entry for the year na 'to may pahabol ako:
Absenti Nemo Ne Necuisse Velit-- let no one be willing to speak ill of the absent.
atsaka, due process dapat, ibig sabihin mayroong notice, inquiry, at judgment. hence, bago magalit sa isang tao, ipaalam muna sa taong yun kung bakit ganoon ang naramdaman mo sa kanya, tapos tanungin sya ng diretsahan. hindi na uubra yung pasabi pa sa iba. minsan kasi maling interpretasyon at magulong pagkaunawa lang. tsaka pa lamang dapat humusga pagkatapos noon. otherwise, suspend judgment.
matatanda na tayo para magpadala pa sa mga pambatang awayan, sakitan at kaguluhan.
yun lang naman.
pero ang akin lang sa ngayon, what happened happened. tapos na yun. move on na po tayo at mag let go. sa lahat lahat ng nangyari, may natutunan naman tayong lahat di ba?
no regrets.
forgive and forget kasi ako.
kaya kung isang araw magkasalubong tayo, wag magulat kung pati kayo eh hindi ko makilala. wala lang yun, malabo lang talaga ang mata ko at nakasuot ako ng earplugs.
lastly,
Merry Christmas! Happy New Year! Happy Three kings! Happy Valentines! at happy birthday na rin sa lahat!
- Mood:
bouncy
"And now the movie never ends
It goes on and on and on and on"
Tomorrow shall be enrollment day. The day after that, the classes shall resume.
Sleepless nights, bulky books, hundreds of cases lie ahead.
The hardest semester yet is waiting.
"Payin' anything to roll the dice
Just one more time"
Competition is stiff. The real competition is on. It happened during finals week. Powerplay would be heightened.
We'll fight against one another just to get a slot in that quota. A fight against one another. A fight against oneself.
Survival of the fittest.
"Working hard to get my fill,
Everybody wants a thrill"
After this semester those who will carry on with the battle shall be determined.
There's no room for self doubt.
"Their shadows searching in the night
Streetlights, people, living just to find emotion"
This is the time to prove that we're not here for shrill thrill.
We're here to make our dreams reality.
I am here to make my dream a reality.
"Some will win, some will lose
Some are born to sing the blues"
This is the most crucial semester YET. After this, many might bade goodbye.
Some might realize that this isn't their calling.
While others might continue the battle in other places.
I can forgive failing but I cannot forgive quitting or not even trying.
To quit is to lose without even fighting.
"Don't stop believin'
Hold on to that feelin'"
TRUST YOUR HOPES NOT YOUR FEARS.
Countless battles lie ahead. The technique is to never count. Just deal with the harships one after the other.
It's hard. It's not easy. But it's not impossible.
"It goes on and on and on and on"
Tomorrow shall be enrollment day. The day after that, classes shall resume.
I decided to enroll again.
Now I must try to fight the battle. I must get a spot in that quota.
Ora et Labora.
So help me God.
It goes on and on and on and on"
Tomorrow shall be enrollment day. The day after that, the classes shall resume.
Sleepless nights, bulky books, hundreds of cases lie ahead.
The hardest semester yet is waiting.
"Payin' anything to roll the dice
Just one more time"
Competition is stiff. The real competition is on. It happened during finals week. Powerplay would be heightened.
We'll fight against one another just to get a slot in that quota. A fight against one another. A fight against oneself.
Survival of the fittest.
"Working hard to get my fill,
Everybody wants a thrill"
After this semester those who will carry on with the battle shall be determined.
There's no room for self doubt.
"Their shadows searching in the night
Streetlights, people, living just to find emotion"
This is the time to prove that we're not here for shrill thrill.
We're here to make our dreams reality.
I am here to make my dream a reality.
"Some will win, some will lose
Some are born to sing the blues"
This is the most crucial semester YET. After this, many might bade goodbye.
Some might realize that this isn't their calling.
While others might continue the battle in other places.
I can forgive failing but I cannot forgive quitting or not even trying.
To quit is to lose without even fighting.
"Don't stop believin'
Hold on to that feelin'"
TRUST YOUR HOPES NOT YOUR FEARS.
Countless battles lie ahead. The technique is to never count. Just deal with the harships one after the other.
It's hard. It's not easy. But it's not impossible.
"It goes on and on and on and on"
Tomorrow shall be enrollment day. The day after that, classes shall resume.
I decided to enroll again.
Now I must try to fight the battle. I must get a spot in that quota.
Ora et Labora.
So help me God.
- Location:The Thinking Room
- Mood: determined
- Music:Don't Stop Believing- Glee
In a few days enrollment na pero wala pa rin akong matinong desisyon tungkol sa magiging takbo ng buhay pang-akademiko ko sa darating na apat o limang taon. Nalilito pa rin ako. Gusto ko na ayaw ko. Gusto kong i-adopt yung five year curriculum para hindi masyadong ma-cram lahat into four years. Honestly, sa tingin ko if I adopt it mas confident akong mag take ng bar. I mean, I might probably have a better chance of passing or even making it at the top of the list (SANA... HINDI NAMAN MASAMANG MANGARAP!) On the other hand, andito na ako eh.. I've already adopted the four year curriculum. Lilipat pa ba ako?
Super nalilito na ako!!! On Nov. 3 enrollment na... wala pa rin akong matinong desisyon... hayyy...
I won't quit but I'll probably drop some subjects next sem in order to make the academic load lighter. I'm still young. Sasabayan ko na mga real batchmates ko. :D
I want to achieve my dream but at the same time I also want to preserve my sanity.So, there.
It might take me a longer time than the usual four years of finishing this, but I'll definitely reach that finish line
at the top of that bar list. :D
kindly watch it.
it's for your own good.
let us all try to be a missing piece no more.
- Mood:
peaceful
These past few days I've been doing a lot of thinking. I've been thinking about dropping out of law school. Yes, that's right. I seriously considered foregoing the study of law. I've been having apprehensions whether this is really for me. In fact, I even talked to my parents about it. They said that the decision is up to me. I want to become a lawyer. I really do but then there's just too much pressure. Too much stress and just too much workload. Everything is just too much. Then, there's the part of me who's afraid to experience failure... but then, as I was contemplating I came across this song. I guess everyone knows this, then it dawned upon me.I'm not a quitter. I've experienced failure but I've never experienced quitting. And I don't plan on experiencing that in the near future. This song just talked to me. Its lyrics showed me what I'm supposed to choose. It served as a sign. So here it goes:
Heart don't fail me now
Courage don't desert me
Don't turn back now that we're here
People always say
Life is full of choices
No one ever mentions fear
or how a road can seem so seems long
or how the world can seems so vast
courage see me through
heart i trust in you
on this journey to the past
Somewhere down this road
I know someone's waiting
Years of dreams just can't be wrong
Arms will open wide
I'll be safe and wanted
Finally home where I belong
well starting here my life begins
starting now, im learning fast
courage see me through
heart I trust in you
On this journey to the past
Heart don't fail me now
courage don't desert me
Home, love, family
There was once a time
I must've had them too
Home, love, family
I will never be complete until I find you
One step at a time
One hope then another
Who knows where this road may go
Back to who I was
Onto find my future
Things my heart still needs to know
Yes, let this be a sign
Let this road be mine
Let it lead me to my past
courage see me through
Heart I trust in you
And bring me home
At Last
With that said, I finally reached this point of no return. I might experience failures along the way. I might fail, but I definitely won't quit. Until the Bar Exams!!! *deep breath*
- Mood:
contemplative
Everything is happening sooo fast. Way too fast. The world is constantly changing and I cannot go with its constant change!
How I wish everything would just slow down. How i wish that everything would go into slow motion.
Waaaaahhhhh..........
Decisions! decisions! decisions!
I need to make decisions! Yes or No.
I want it but I feel that it's not yet time. But i want it, BUT it's not yet time...one wouldn't go into battle empty handed. Right now, I'm simple not fully equipped. BUT.... BUT...
How am I supposed to decide?
everything is waayyy tooo fast!
I'm running out of time. Yes I am... grab it or defer it?
What? What? What?
How I wish everything would just slow down. How i wish that everything would go into slow motion.
Waaaaahhhhh..........
Decisions! decisions! decisions!
I need to make decisions! Yes or No.
I want it but I feel that it's not yet time. But i want it, BUT it's not yet time...one wouldn't go into battle empty handed. Right now, I'm simple not fully equipped. BUT.... BUT...
How am I supposed to decide?
everything is waayyy tooo fast!
I'm running out of time. Yes I am... grab it or defer it?
What? What? What?
- Mood:
confused
