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  • Nov. 8th, 2009 at 3:29 AM

No, that's not a set of letters randomly typed on keyboard--that's what we'll be encountering this sem.
Mercy killing please?
NOT! We shall slay the dragon and battle its minions!
ARRRGGGGHHH!!!!!! the horror! the pain! the agonizing pain!!!

ENOUGH!

Ok, so my blockmates' autism and their anxiety are so contagious that I'm also reacting, blogging and thinking this way!
Looovvaaapalooozaaa!

Seriously, I'm thrilled to have this Oh-so-great-lawyer-legend as my professor! I cannot wait...to be eaten alive!
If I'm lucky enough to have survived the upcoming torture  genocide this coming week, then I'll major update this blog about my face to face with *thunder and lightning* the great Amurao.

 

L*s*lli*ns are such babies!

  • Nov. 6th, 2009 at 7:09 AM
Or baka ako lang. HAHAHA...

Ganito kasi yun. Ngayon ko lang napagtanto kung papanong klase ng spoon feeding and pampering ang ginawa sa akin sa aking dating Pamantasan. Magmula sa online enrollment hanggang sa Student council, isama pa ang iba't ibang orgs at hanggang sa emergency moments. Well, wala naman talagang masama sa magandang pagtrato sa amin ng mga Lasallian brother. Laking pasalamat ko nga, sulit naman pala ang mahal na miscellanous fees ng Pamantasan.

Pero, wala lang...it's only now that I've come to appreciate those things. Ngayon na graduate na ako and currently enrolled in another academic institution in pursuance of another degree.

So, ganito kasi yun.  'Twas my first time to actually enroll in Beda (incomparable naman kasi yung first enrollment as freshman nung first sem). So anyway, 'yun nga enrollment ko sa Beda. There was an online registration. So okay yun. Mabilis. Then, the manual enrollment... TADAN!!! ANG BAGAL!!! INABOT AKO NG DALAWANG ORAS!!! HANEP!!! Isipin mo yun. I know that it's not good to compare pero as one of my current blockmate puts it, "the longest time it took me in enrolling in La Salle was 15 minutes."

So syempre, sanay ako sa mabilis at high tech na sistema in my former school. So, after I finished enrolling medyo di na so happy happy ang timpla ko. Diretso ako ngayon sa bahay. To my surprise, another blockmate. This time, someone from UP (oo yung peyups, yung maraming isaw ba :D) posted his appreciation to Beda. Super saya nya because it only took him two hours to enroll. Sa isip-isip ko, hello ano ba?! ang tagal kaya!!!

THEN IT HIT ME...

Super masyado akong na-baby sa La Salle. Lining up for two hours  for enrollement got on my nerves, while my blockmate was soooo happy and amazed that he only lined up for two hours. Such difference! Grabe. When I saw how thankful he was, as compared to how devastated I was... nahiya naman daw ako sa sarili ko. *bulang nag-pop bigla*

So there. I am really thankful for the kind of efficiency that my former school provided me with while I was there. However, it's time to live in the real world and try to go with the flow. I should be more patient and appreciative from now on.

It goes on and on and on and on...

  • Nov. 2nd, 2009 at 3:05 PM
"And now the movie never ends
It goes on and on and on and on"

Tomorrow shall be enrollment day. The day after that, the classes shall resume.
Sleepless nights, bulky books, hundreds of cases lie ahead.
The hardest semester yet is waiting.

"Payin' anything to roll the dice
Just one more time"

Competition is stiff. The real competition is on. It happened during finals week. Powerplay would be heightened.
We'll fight against one another just to get a slot in that quota. A fight against one another. A fight against oneself.
Survival of the fittest.

"Working hard to get my fill,
Everybody wants a thrill"

After this semester those who will carry on with the battle shall be determined.
There's no room for self doubt.

"Their shadows searching in the night
Streetlights, people, living just to find emotion"

This is the time to prove that we're not here for shrill thrill.
We're here to make our dreams reality.
I am here to make my dream a reality.

"Some will win, some will lose
Some are born to sing the blues"

This is the most crucial semester YET. After this, many might bade goodbye.
Some might realize that this isn't their calling.
While others might continue the battle in other places.
I can forgive failing but I cannot forgive quitting or not even trying.
To quit is to lose without even fighting.


"Don't stop believin'
Hold on to that feelin'"

TRUST YOUR HOPES NOT YOUR FEARS.
Countless battles lie ahead. The technique is to never count. Just deal with the harships one after the other.
It's hard. It's not easy. But it's not impossible.

"It goes on and on and on and on"

Tomorrow shall be enrollment day. The day after that, classes shall resume.
I decided to enroll again.
Now I must try to fight the battle. I must get a spot in that quota.
Ora et Labora.
So help me God.






 

Oct. 31st, 2009

  • 3:26 PM
we should never have any doubts in the power of God.

Ora et Labora works.

I'm soooooo happy!

Sasadyain ko na ba?

  • Oct. 30th, 2009 at 4:53 AM

In a few days enrollment na pero wala pa rin akong matinong desisyon tungkol sa magiging takbo ng buhay pang-akademiko ko sa darating na apat o limang taon. Nalilito pa rin ako. Gusto ko na ayaw ko. Gusto kong i-adopt yung five year curriculum para hindi masyadong ma-cram lahat into four years. Honestly, sa tingin ko if I adopt it mas confident akong mag take ng bar. I mean, I might probably have a better chance of passing or even making it at the top of the list (SANA... HINDI NAMAN MASAMANG MANGARAP!) On the other hand, andito na ako eh.. I've already adopted the four year curriculum. Lilipat pa ba ako?


Super nalilito na ako!!! On Nov. 3 enrollment na... wala pa rin akong matinong desisyon... hayyy...

 

For my entertainment :P

  • Oct. 28th, 2009 at 5:04 AM
The following are usual truths about law students. I gave my reactions to them.

1. They would rather make endless paragraphs than solve mathematical problems. 
     = OO!!!!!! a resounding YES!!! YES!! YES!!! Totally absolutely undeniably true for me :P

2. They are the most verbally harassed students & their heart palpitates during class recitation.
    = verbally harassed. CHECK. Words I've never dreamt of hearing, saying or even knowing, I heard, said and knew. To top it all, nakakaisang semester pa lang ako sa law school.
   = heart palpitates. OO! OO! at OO! Natawag ko na rin lahat ng santo sa buong mundo, dumami bigla ang relihiyon ko. Lahat dinasalan ko.

3. They carry books as heavy as one sack of rice.
 = nakakalaki ng muscles. no need to go to the gym :P

4. Their lungs are as if filled with suffocating gas during examinations.
= CARDIAC ARREST. NERVOUS BREAKDOWN. Alam mo yung feeling nasa death row? Yun. Ganon pakiramdam.

5. They create an exclusive world when they talk.
= As much as possible, I try to avoid this. SUPER >________< Syempre kasi when I come home, dapat normal na tao pa rin ako.

6. To them, wearing eyeglasses is virtually inevitable.
 = TRUE!!!!!!! Lumabo ang mata ko. SWEAR!!!! Biglaang lumabo ang mata ko but as much as possible, I refrain from wearing eyeglasses. Eeeeewwww!!!!

7. They are coffee shops' regular customers.
= OO. OO. OO. OO. Suki ako sa Starbucks Gateway pero usually take out. HAHAHA.. UBUSAN BAON LAGI.

8. Their neurons are extremely busy.
= Yeah, my neurons are extremely busy figuring out why the hell I entered hell? HAHAHA.. Seriously, if I'm not busy recalling memorized provisions, then I'm recalling the names of the saints for my prayers o kaya I'm figuring out yung solution sa pinaghalu-halong problema sa family law or dun sa pinagpatong-patong na kaso sa crim. HAHAHAHA.

9. To them, quality education takes a lot of sleepless nights and spasms.
 = ???????????

10. They are perfectly normal students.
=  TRUE!!! Maraming maawrty sa amin! <3

LIBERATION!

  • Oct. 23rd, 2009 at 9:32 PM
SUPER SAYA KO!!!!!!!! 
SEMESTRAL BREAK NA!!!!!!
MY FIRST EVER SEMESTRAL BREAK IN LAW SCHOOL!!!!!!!!
SOBRANG SAYA KOOO!!!!
MALIGAYANG MALIGAYA AKO!!!!

I CAN HONESTLY HONESTLY HONESTLY SAY THAT THIS IS THE BEST FEELING YET.
SWEAR!!!! THIS IS BETTER THAN KNOWING YOU ARE QUALIFIED FOR AN AWARD FOR GRADUATION. THIS IS BETTER THAN KNOWING THAT YOU ARE INDEED INCLUDED IN THE LIST OF GRADUATES. THIS IS BETTER THAN WINNING ANY CONTEST OR WHATSOEVER!!!

THIS IS THE END OF MY FIRST SEMESTER AS A LAW STUDENT.
AFTER COUNTLESS TIMES OF NEAR-QUITTING MOMENTS. AFTER ALL THE BREAKDOWNS. AFTER ALL THOSE TEARS AND ALL-NIGHTERS AND IMPOSSIBLE WORKLOADS.
SA WAKAS!

TO GOD BE THE GLORY.
KUNG HINDI NYA AKO INALALAYAN, SUPER MALAMANG DI AKO TUMAGAL NG GANITO.
NOBODY TOLD ME THAT IT WOULD BE THIS HARD. I WAS SHOCKED SA WAY OF LIVING, STUDYING, ETC..

WHATEVER HAPPENS. WHATEVER THE RESULTS MAY BE, I KNOW AND I BELIEVE THAT SURVIVING THE FIRST SEMESTER OF LAW SCHOOL IS MY GREATEST ACHIEVEMENT YET.
 
ACTUALLY, MAY PAHABOL PANG 50 CASES TO BE DIGESTED BUT WHAT IS A BATCH OF 50 CASES IF ONE HAS ALEADY EXPERIENCED SWIMMING IN HUNDREDS AND HUNDREDS OF CASES.

REAL SEMBREAK BEGINS ON MONDAY.
STILL, THE EXAMS ARE OVER.

TO GOD BE THE GLORY.

I won't quit but I'll probably drop some subjects next sem in order to make the academic load lighter. I'm still young. Sasabayan ko na mga real batchmates ko. :D

I want to achieve my dream but at the same time I also want to preserve my sanity.
So, there.

It might take me a longer time than the usual four years of finishing this, but I'll definitely reach that finish line
at the top of that bar list.  :D
right now, i just don't want to hear the words, "five years"

i'm not quitting. no. never. nunca.

after the first final exam was given, the atmosphere changed, it's as if everyone was attending a funeral.
people were in tears. why? because the exam was FREAKING hard.

it's like put tang in a glass of water and drink it!

that's how it was.

thank God, man learned how to make cheeseburgers.

'twas my saving grace that night. a cheeseburger meal at mcdo.

actually, we went straight to mcdonald's to get ourselves a happy meal.
we did that to forget how demonic that examination was. no amunt of memorization and studying could have assured us in passing that hellish exam.

hayyy... life goes on.
must keep on holding on.
i'll make it through, we'll make it through..

Do you believe in signs?

  • Oct. 14th, 2009 at 12:50 AM
These past few days I've been doing a lot of thinking. I've been thinking about dropping out of law school. Yes, that's right. I seriously considered foregoing the study of law. I've been having apprehensions whether this is really for me. In fact, I even talked to my parents about it. They said that the decision is up to me. I want to become a lawyer. I really do but then there's just too much pressure. Too much stress and just too much workload. Everything is just too much. Then, there's the part of me who's afraid to experience failure... but then, as I was contemplating I came across this song. I guess everyone knows this, then it dawned upon me.I'm not a quitter. I've experienced failure but I've never experienced quitting. And I don't plan on experiencing that in the near future. This song just talked to me. Its lyrics showed me what I'm supposed to choose. It served as a sign. So here it goes:

Heart don't fail me now
Courage don't desert me
Don't turn back now that we're here

People always say
Life is full of choices
No one ever mentions fear
or how a road can seem so seems long
or how the world can seems so vast
courage see me through
heart i trust in you
on this journey to the past

Somewhere down this road
I know someone's waiting
Years of dreams just can't be wrong
Arms will open wide
I'll be safe and wanted
Finally home where I belong
well starting here my life begins
starting now, im learning fast
courage see me through
heart I trust in you
On this journey to the past

Heart don't fail me now
courage don't desert me
Home, love, family
There was once a time
I must've had them too
Home, love, family
I will never be complete until I find you

One step at a time
One hope then another
Who knows where this road may go
Back to who I was
Onto find my future
Things my heart still needs to know
Yes, let this be a sign
Let this road be mine

Let it lead me to my past
courage see me through
Heart I trust in you
And bring me home
At Last


With that said, I finally reached this point of no return. I might experience failures along the way. I might fail, but I definitely won't quit. Until the Bar Exams!!! *deep breath*

 

&

  • Oct. 13th, 2009 at 3:11 AM
"When life gets difficult, when the world becomes tiring, when you're about to give up, always remember that the snail got to Noah's ark inch by inch to survive."

Bar Ops Salubong 2009

  • Oct. 5th, 2009 at 7:20 AM

Finally! After four Sundays... tapos na ang Bar exams for this year. Now the hardest part--waiting for the bar exam results!
MASAYA. MAINGAY. EXCITING. NAKAKABINGI. CRAZY. yan ang bar ops salubong. Bar ops can be likened to UAAP Opening. Haha.. cheer ng cheer yung mga tao.
 
 


 

 
(photo credit to Molly Sering)

San Juan Fiesta (dahil da basaan) + UAAP Cheering + Street Party+ Chinese New Year (coz of Dragon dance) = Bar Operations Salubong

Pero di ko lang talaga gets kung bakit may dragon dance! haha...
Super saya ng bar ops salubong. We had balloons and water guns. Tapos ang ingay ingay. People with bouquet of flowers were all over the place. Ibibigay yata sa mga barista. Super fun! ang ingay ingay namin cheering for our respective law schools. Cheering for our barristers. There were splashing of beer everywhere. Iwasan basa ang game naming blocmates eh. Iwas na matapunan ng beer. Iwas na mabasa ng water gun. PERO di kami ngakaligtas (especially ako) when one of our professors came and splashed water on us! haha... ang cute kaya! :P

Ang saya saya sa beda part. Haha.. Naghagis pa nga ng tao eh. Take note, tao talaga yung hinahagis. Ay grabe lang. 'Twas fun. CRAZY FUN.

We were cheering for like two hours hanggang sa lumabas yung barristers. Ang saya saya! Supposedly and cheer namin ay, "San Beda! San Beda!" eh loko-loko yung blockmates ko. So instead we cheered, "walang pera! walang pera!" The funny part was when a blockmate na UP alumna was cheering for UP Law school. Sabi namin, "get over!" sabay basa ng watergun! hahaha.

Inside the Beda Headquarters... maraming balloons! Yey! We attempted to make shapes using the balloons.. Ay naku, ultimate fail. Why? naputok namin yung balloons. So much for being makulit na first year students... pero funny lang talaga nung makita ko yung beer ng beda. RED horse. ay grabe, kamusta naman hangaang sa beer na itatapon for the salubong RED pa rin. Oh well.

After that our barristers went back to our campus to celebrate mass.

Sana pumasa lahat ng barristers namin.

God bless and KUDOS to them!

rant.

  • Oct. 2nd, 2009 at 3:52 PM
this is not the proper time to rant...
but can i just say... since this is my blog
...


ANG SAKIT NA NG KAMAY KO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so much for manual labor of writing case digests...

wanted: taga-sulat ng case digests while I dictate.

end of rant.

Joyeux Anniversaire!!!!

  • Sep. 16th, 2009 at 10:14 PM
syempre hindi ko birthday! Wala lang.. feel ko lang i-greet ang mga tao this month! hahaha... special mention kina Pauline, Kuya Jan, Greg, Ate Karla and Mandy! Hahaha... Pati kay Queen Elizabeth I kahit na patay na sya. Happy birthday na rin kay Mama Mary kahit na mapayapa na rin sya.
Ah basta! Happy happy happy happy!

Dapat hermit mode ako pero sapagkat datapwat ILABAS ANG LECHON! Hahaha.... Ihain ang pulutan! joke. haha...

The truth is...

NAURONG YUNG FINALS WEEK!!!! 
kaya ito... happy happy happy happy happy!

Hahahahaa....

tralalalala... kung suswertihin ka nga naman oh!

happiness!

Sep. 9th, 2009

  • 2:15 AM

"Only time will determine when and how you’re going to move on. Sure, it might not be right away like you want it to be but eventually one day you’ll wake up and realize that somewhere along the way that piercing feeling you’ve always felt inside your chest faded and went away while you were too busy living life to notice."
— Unknown

Emo much?
 
Definitely not!

SABAW LANG... I actually have a lot of things to do. I have three textboooks to read, several provisions to memorize and cases to digest. I shall not rant about my case digests.. tanggap ko na yun. I mean, tanggap ko na that digesting cases is a staple activity of mine for all eternity!!!!!

Pero sabaw na ako...I want ice creammmm!!!!!!

Ora et labora

  • Sep. 5th, 2009 at 1:07 AM
Ora at labora is true. Hail! hail! hail! I got one of my midterm exams today. WHAM! Syento por syento!!! Exempted ako sa final exam for one of my subjects!!!! I'm SOOOOOO SOOOOO SOOOOO HAPPY! Living the hermit life during the midterms week paid off. I'm just suuupperrrr thankful at least, bawas na sya sa mga aaralin ko.

BUT THEN, sana pasado naman ako sa consti.. huhu.. I mean I am confident about my midterm exam pero sapagkat bagamat subalit I fear for my grade because of my recitation. You see, my recitation can be likened to... uhmm... never mind. It was just so pathetic. Kaya yun, I believe that my overall grade in consti for the first half is on the rocks. Pero... pero.. sana pasado pa rin. SANA. SANA. SANA. SANA talaga... Kung pwede lang bawasan yung grade ko sa subjects na matataas ako at ilipat yun sa consti, ginawa ko na!!! huhu... I mean, hello?! How am I supposed to like Consti naman kasi eh studying it is like studying the anatomy of a wall. Walang kabuhay-buhay. It can be likened to my french classes during my undergrad years ( I never learned to like it. hay.. I hope someday I'd learn to like it haha). hay.. hay... hay...

Oh well, i'm just really thankful for this day.
To God be the glory.

P.S.
Today was umbrella day. I think those incidents that happened kanina were sooo romantic. As in fairytale/koreanovela/Philippine drama romantic. Pero next time ko na kwento. I just made a note... haha...

I do pray that our barristers would ALL pass the bar. I'm super excited for the send off party for them! Bukas na yun!

Next next week...

  • Aug. 7th, 2009 at 11:31 AM
midtermss na!
 
*dies*

Cases

  • Jul. 31st, 2009 at 4:49 AM
I can't help but blog about this. Persons and Family relation cases cause me to laugh as if there's no tomorrow because of their hilarious situations and overly dramatic nature ( imagine, there was a petition for the annulment of marriage just because of the size of the penis of the man. DUH?! ) ; Consti cases lure me to sleep because of their length and wall-like nature ( try reading 100 or more pages for a single case. AMF!!! )  then, Criminal cases bring tears to my eyes. They really do. It is because real people are involved and their lives were really taken. For instance, this particular case of  of People of the Republic of the Philippines vs. Pugay (167 SCRA 439) , really made me cry. It was about a 25 year old retarded man who was burned alive simply because the accused made fun of him. Sobra. I can just imagine a retardate being burned alive in front of many people. Grabe... sobra lang talaga. 'Twas one of the cases that really made a mark on me. Nakakaiyak lang talaga. I feel for the retardate. Naaawa ako sa kanya kasi super pinagtripan sya, tapos he was burned alive in front of many people, during their town fiesta. Parang ako habang binabasa ko yung case...super affected. Wala lang... ang tindi kasi ng dating eh. Retarded na nga yung tao tapos ganun pa. Nakakaiyak lang talaga.

Huhu.

  • Jul. 26th, 2009 at 4:57 PM
bading ung crush ko. *shocked*
BAKLA SYA!!!! Confirmeeeeddddd!!!!! Ang ebidensya? Nag-take lang naman siya ng "Which Miss Universe title holder are you? " Amfufufuuffu.... Tawa ako ng tawa.. :D
yoko na nga magka-crush.
I'll just hunt Atty. Melencio Sta. Maria, Jr. para magpa-autograph ng book.
Haha.

Another anxiety attack?

  • Jul. 22nd, 2009 at 1:04 AM
Now I lay me down to study,
I pray to the Lord I don't go nutty
And if I fail to learn this junk,
I pray to the Lord I do not flunk.
And if I die, bury not at all,
Just lay my bones in the study hall,
And pile my books upon my chest,
And tell my profs I did my best.
So now I lay me down to rest,
And pray I pass tomorrow's test,
And if I die before I wake,
That's one less test I'll have to take.

- quoted from our dear class beadle

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